I met with my dr today and it looks like everything is finally good with me. Everything is clear and I am feeling 100% better. After looking at the pictures that my dr took during my surgery, I now understand why I was in so much pain! Good-ness! The fibroid was quite large….kind of made me queasy just looking at it. After discussing things with my dr. it seems that the cause of my miscarriage was most likely due to the size and position of the fibroid. This was, of course, a bit hard for me to hear because this means that the baby was completely healthy and viable….what made it even harder was that as I sat in the waiting room I watched a couple of girls walk out with their husbands and they both had their sonogram pictures in hand excited about what they were having. I started thinking about how if I was still pregnant, Joey and I would have been finding out what we were having this week. I couldn’t help but tear up a little. I still have to trust in God and believe that His ways are better than mine…that His ways are ultimately good.
Joey and I also met with a specialist on Monday to discuss our future options and risk factors. The plan is to take a 4 month break and schedule a few more tests in August. Once we get back the results from these tests then we will be able to make a more educated decision about adding to our family of 3. So until then, we have decided to pray about things and just wait on the Lord. I am going to enjoy this down time of not having to think about anything. 😉 Ill just shift my focus to the one that is here…little miss presley girl. Thanks for all of your prayers!